Well... How & where shall I start? There's so much to say & relate, I can actually give a shot at publishing a book! I've been asked; teased; 'commented on', etc... etc... I've had enough of it.. If you guys wanna know, I will tell. Your wish is my command. Before I start, I wanna say this - keeping quiet doesn't mean I don't mind; it just means I want to, at least, keep the minimum in the relation.. Swallow as much as I can & keeping the future akwardness as bay. Perhaps I was misunderstood, perhaps after some time I will realise what I saw/ thought/ assumed was not what happened. Like I was telling my bf a couple of days back that, I'm not unforgiving; I just haven't found the reason to forgive.. I was having a conversation with somone when he commented that 'Majority of the teachers are a blardy pain in the arse.' To which I replied 'I are blardy damn right. I can only say, the brainwashing technique they use in training the teachers are working damn well. Either that, or the trainer/ lecturer/ trainer is freaking good at his/her job.' And now... I know you will wanna ask y I said that.. An incident a couple of months back (perhaps some of you know what I'm talking about) enabled me tell some of you out there, how it felt like.. A son drove his dad's car one Friday & was involved in an accident. Luckily no one was injured. The next day was a weekend & the garage was not open. The son left for a holiday that weekend and left his father with the almost totalled car. The other children were angry, some were even pissed. Getting into an accident & leaving the mess behind for others to clear. Some complained & some grumbled.. To which I replied - this sounds farmiliar.. seems like something that happened to me. But why is it when I complained, I was deemed unforgiving? Another incident happened to a friend..... Her sibling was going overseas & left a mess behind for her family to clear. When confronted, her sibling plainly said 'Mummy offered to pack.' Now, heres the part I don't understand. Are you obliged to accept every offer that comes your way? Why should someone pack your stuff for you? If it's your stuff, is it your responsibility to clear them away/ off before leaving? Does being able to work overseas that big a deal? Are those that are left behind your servants/ maids? Whatever it is, I believe in treating others the way you want others to treat you. It's a vicious cycle. What goes around, comes around. I was in the car w my bf on the way home from a family gathering chalet last weekend & he asked 'it's been a year. y r u still harping on it?' my reply - I'm not harping on it. when you forgive & forget too many times & are continued being taken advantage of, I don't see the need to forgive & forget anymore. Why should I give in & end up being taken advantage of again? Until I see a good reason to forgive & forget again, I'll just leave things as it is at the moment. And of cos, there more to it than the above. But it's a really long post now.. let me know if you are in for part 2. | 
